Hoping for Relief

 


I woke up worried on the 272nd day of 2021.  I have a big presentation coming up for work, and a "dry-run" of it was scheduled for today, in front of the project team.  And I was worried I would not do well.  But, 30 minutes before the presentation on 9/29/2021, I went outside and sat on a bench (it was a beautiful day today).  Deep breathing to relieve the stress.  And, then, I went inside and did the presentation, and it went MUCH better than I thought it would.  What a relief.  There are things I need to do differently on Friday but I feel a LOT better tonight, than I did this morning.  So, I guess I am hoping for relief.  There are a LOT of things I have worries about.  And I hope, just as they were this morning, that the worries are misplaced.  I hope I find relief in sitting in the fresh air, or calmly delivering my presentations, or hearing better news about the world and Covid and other issues of the day.  Relief was nice today, and I hope for much more in the weeks and months to come.

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